I don’t even know where to begin…not for this public post. Not with emotions stirred up and raw tonight.
One year ago, after several days of processing a leukemia diagnosis given my cat, I received The Call, and my mom informed me that she was gone.
Just gone, just like that.
I never got to say goodbye.
In my wildest imaginings, in the worst-case-scenario I’d pictured…it never dawned on me until that moment that I would never see Christy again.
So life goes on. It’s been a year.
The feelings seem fresher than ever, perhaps for noting this morbid anniversary.
And maybe some would suggest I forget, that it’s not that big a deal, that she was “just a cat,” or whatever.
But I can’t do that. I won’t do that.
This cat was part of my life for 13 1/2 years, virtually half my life.
And other than my other cat–Kayla–and my sister and parents–there has been no other (human or otherwise) that has been SUCH a constant to this point in my life.
Tonight, I sat down thinking to take several minutes and copy/paste a handful of photos into a single image file. Time passed quickly, and when I next thought about it, well over an hour had passed, and I had this image (below). Click on the image/link for the full-size image.
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